imaginable. They think that experimentation with drugs and alcohol is
a "right of passage" for them. I know I did some experimentation
but that doesn't make it any easier for me now that I am the parent. The
situation is turning me into a hypocritical, uncool mother who desperately
wants to slow down the lightening fast, time warp that is known as kids
growing up. I am trying very hard to keep the rules enforced and still let
her be a teenager. Why can't I still shove a baba of milk into her face
with a cozy blankie? I want to go back in time to when my biggest worry
was whether or not she would sleep thru the night. So unfair.
Now it's me that worries about my sleeping through the night while the kids
are out. I'm gonna have to pour myself a warm baba of milk and try to calm down.
Sigh. Oh well, can't stop the hands of time, but sure as shit wish I could!!
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Jen Nov 20th, 2009
Sometimes I feel like I could use a good binkie.